The perfect end to my day.....

I got to talk with the boss again. I guess I wasn’t as sneaky as I thought. She asked if there was anything she could do. How to tell her that everyone at this bookstore makes laughable money and I don’t feel like giving my all?
Instead we both chalked it up to me being bored. She’s kinda right, I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m supposed to think about something else I would like to learn.
She said something about really wanting me to stay because then when all of them leave, I will be the logical person to be the boss.
Anyone who knows me, would know I almost cringed at the suggestion. Being here when she is gone? Being the boss? I am too like her. I wait and wait and avoid the confrontation until I can’t. Then I usually blow up because it’s way too far outta hand.

I’m seriously considering seeing if I could do daycare or something. At least I can boss kids around. And I would be at home. That’s what I really want, is to be at home.
Still feel like crying and about an hour ago, I totally screwed my eye makeup by rubbing my eye.
This day is just getting better and better.
At least I got Ben’s present.

Comments

SWSNBN said…
Yeah, I know. It's a big pain in the ass, but it would be nice to be home with Derek.
It's a thought anyways.
8:59 AM
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