Random Thoughts

"The hallmark of placenta previa is bright red bleeding in the second or third trimester." No one knows this....ha ha, I lie. Jake knows this. I had an ENORMOUS amount of bleeding one time after intercourse while I was very pregnant. Like a "pool on the person you are on top of" amount of bleeding. Neither of us knew to be scared, I only knew that a LOT of bleeding occurred at that point, and I said nothing. Too afraid? Maybe. Part of me was completely reassured that since it was the worst time to get pregnant, nothing bad could happen. Part of me was scared as hell that the bleeding was my fault for taking that acid when I was pretty sure I was already pregnant. I was always prone to flights of fancy (read: Crazy) so I didn't worry too much (ha ha, right) when my brain was determined that I was pregnant. Instead, I went to Ben's 18th birthday and took the acid offered to me. And when I was REALLY pregnant, I had sex, like I'd been having sex already, th...

Well that was a fairly dramatic note to leave the blog on. I haven't been upset or anything, just busy. Just something I had to say, but way dramatic. I'm like that. In any case. I meant to post this Tuesday, when I started it. It took longer than that, obviously. I meant to post this last night, but I got sucked into my book. I was about halfway through it yesterday, now I'm done. I devour books towards the end of them. Good ones, anyhow. On that note, here's my blog post. So, guess what I did this past week? Smucked up my back pretty badly. I fell asleep Friday night, woke up not even an hour later hurting badly. I can't sleep correctly. Or correctly to me, which is on my stomach. That hurts too bad and there is no moving easily, cause apparently, I use the muscle I smucked up to move my legs around in bed. Feels like I'm rolling around like a smucking turtle. I like smuck as a word. Just so you know. So, since it's been better after this weekend, I've...