“And I know I make the same mistakes every time, bridges burn, I never learn”
This week at work was kind of a tire fire or shit show. As usual, all plans were derailed and I threatened to burn the place down and quit repeatedly. I’m pretty tired and disheartened. I didn’t ask to be the ringleader of the shit show. I didn’t ask to be the leader of accounts payable. I got beat down at every turn this week. Emails I answered early were full of annoyance from my coworkers because I didn’t reply fast enough. Emails I didn’t answer made the day worse. There was no winning. I can’t even feel like I can share on Facebook since I just feel like I’m being a whiner. Considering I left last night after working 23 hours in 2 day feeling pretty good; Like I was on top of shit; you know today must’ve been bad. It’s okay though! I’m going in on Sunday! Hooray! This will fix everything! I’m taking next Friday off. Never mind that recently who knows who might show up on a Friday. Never mind this means I have to get the weekly check run accomplished even earlier this week. S...