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Yes, I'm playing catch up again. I'm sorry. If anyone even reads this. I think Ariel is the only one, everyone else reads MySpace. I got SUCKED into MySpace. And Twitter too. lol. Tuesday, Oct. 21st Title: Rhea - crazy ex neighbor. She looks less crazy on the bus. Besides the VERY orange plaid capris and the rainbow knit hat. Ok, so she LOOKS more crazy now, but she's always so nice on the bus to other people and I sit far away and watch her and wait for the crazy. I believe she is bi-polar. Up one minute, friendly, nice, and then angry and screaming the next. My favorite experience with her? Well, my favorite story at least.. Jake and I were at the house alone, I believe. She came upstairs and we'd already drawn some sort of battle lines apparently, cause she brought up a Zima and slurred that it was a peace offering. Drunk and crazy, oh good. I made small talk, wondering why she'd decided to not be so damn angry that we lived above her and were so loud, by LIVING,...

Wednesday, October 8th So tired, but must update‏ I always need a day to FREAK out. Once I get my freak out out of my system, I feel better. Cause you know what? I've gotten through so much in my life, like this dental insurance thing will be the thing that makes me lose it. No, it won't. Onward and upward. One way or another I'll make do. It's just that the thought of him being "uninsured" is freaking me out. A backwards slide into "white trash", if you will. I hated "The Mist". The ending sucked and beyond any of that, I don't understand why it was so religious based feeling. And I have a hard time accepting that any benevolent god would be so drastic. I guess I just have a hard time when I feel like people are being persecuted for being different. I guess I'm full of over-privileged guilt. Hah. Yeah, I am SO over privileged. Imagine how Ben must have felt though. I'm in the bedroom in the dark, bawling my eyes out over the...

Not that I haven't been. I have, just the cheating whore kind of blogging on MySpace. So now you get updates. Hopefully funny, but probably not as I am drunk and I have a bump in an area that is hurting me. Not my ass thankfully, no, a more delicate place. I take that back. Can I please have an ass bump again? I'm also going to do that thing where I put the oldest post at the bottom. Hah. Cause it's easiest for me. And I am drunk. Did I mention that? Plus I have to eat Hamburger Helper for dinner and it's sapped my will to live. P.S. Today I did something that I may actually be a little ashamed of. I shall speak of it no more after this. P.S.S. I was just re-reading some of my blogs, and I officially HATE my fucking bangs. They are ALWAYS in my face. I'm about to shave them off. P.S.S.S. There you go. A whole month of blog entries, copied over from MySpace like the MySpace whore I am. ------------------------------------------- August 30, 2008 Let me tell you someth...

Ok, so I admit I have a problem. I'm a MySpace whore and a blogger traitor. It's just that I know more people are reading my MySpace blog and commenting, and it's hard to keep up two blogs. I am teh suck. ___________________________________________________ Tuesday, July 29th (also known as Jenn's birthday!) Title: I had a crazy moment today.. Or at least a moment where I realized how crazy I can be if not held in check. There is this girl at work who I hate. I think everyone knows this. I can't seem to stomach her at all. I gave her lots of chances in the beginning, but she never seemed to get better. I've taken to not looking her directly in the face at all when I can avoid it, I dislike her so much. But today while trying to work together on the phones, I realized how much I really dislike her. I had to sneeze, but I didn't. Instead I held it in, and the reason why I did was because otherwise she would say "bless you" and I would have to be POLIT...

(Editor's note:I'm going to do these backwards, so that the newest are on top and the oldest are on the bottom. Just like if I'd really blogged them. At least I'm going to try to. So go down to the bottom first. Now I'm even confusing myself..perhaps I should put the oldest at the top? No fuck that, I already have it straight in my head the other way. Now that I'm done arguing with myself, scroll down, scroll down, fresh cup, fresh cup! /edit.) -------------------------------------------------------------- Tuesday, June 03 Title: Derek tried to "marry" Jake and I again It will not be long at all before we get the harder questions, for now he merely assumes that we MUST have been married to have a baby. I've told him more than once that I was not married to his dad, but it doesn't seem to stick. This last time, he may have merely been trying to get me to buy his dad's "Father's Day card". I guess it irks me a bit to have to spe...