Random Thoughts

Was already pissed and irritated by going-ons at work. Got home and the kid gave me lip. The kid who IS NOT FED, still has to read and shower and all before 9. We HAD this conversation earlier today. "Derek should eat early" was uttered by one or the both of us during this conversation and yet my kid HAS NOT EATEN YET. And will likely be late for bed. How can I punish him since it's partly the adults fucking fault? I'm going to guess that this is due to that fucking magic online game. Multiple times in the past couple weeks it's detained Ben. So I find myself wishing the fucking site would break, or BETTER YET! Maybe the fucking computer will break. Then I won't have to pay for the fucking internet either. Sure, I love the internet, I love the computer, sometimes I get caught up in it, but NOT WHEN IT'S IMPORTANT to get shit done. SO FUCKING ANGRY. And sad too. I've decided that I can't afford RHPS this year. Life is too fucking expensive. Ben was ...

So, it's not enough that I have to be worried about my home life. Now this job is driving me nuts. Thursdays are my busiest day and yet we have the flu epidemic going around (which is partly my fault) and everyone is out, but now I have to answer the phones by myself and enter invoices. And everyone and their mother had to hang out in the Accounting office this morning. Including the devil, so I couldn't even call my BF or anything. Why do I have to hate my job today and my home life. It makes me want to crawl under my desk and die. Instead I shall try and spend my lunch wandering through the graveyard and remembering that at least I am not dead.