Sometimes I would like to feel like I come first. Especially when the kid isn't here to come first. When he comes first I understand, but the computer and magic? They should not come first. Just once I'd like for him to at least offer to miss it and spend time with me. Not just to be on the computer. Sad today, likely it's at least partially due to my mother's birthday being yesterday. I'll get over it tomorrow, but for today having a boyfriend sucks. Sometimes I wonder if we'll make it past Derek getting older. I'm so quick to give up on boys, I always have been. Ben is good for my son though, and so he's lasted. What will happen when Derek is old enough to take care of himself and we don't need him? Can't tell you that. I don't know myself. Also, I love this CSI. Taylor Swift makes it ok even though Grissolm is gone.
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