Random Thoughts

I've been doing my best not to do anything at all. Just things that I want to do. Wednesday I had to shop for Valentine's Day, and I win, cause Ben likes the 3 Disc "Hot Fuzz" set that I found. Not what I wanted, but I didn't order on-line soon enough. I should be smarter than that. Other things are already bought for his birthday/our "anniversary", cause I will not let this happen again. It's been 7 years, and I keep waiting to be more annoyed at him, to dislike him more. That's the way it seemed to work with any other boyfriend that lasted awhile...wait that was only Jake. Not even two years there. I was either some sort of commitment-phobe, or else not ready to believe that he'd be around for me. Not ready to trust? I don't know. I can't imagine Ben not being around. We hung out for years and years and years before we ever went towards relationship. We used to flirt a lot, but that was all. I've always been a flirt. I try not t...

Went out for sushi Saturday with Jenn. And coffee! Cause I love coffee. I had my favorite roll and it was either better this time or my throat is honestly better. =) I didn't get Gyoza, cause I thought I would pick up something off the bar that was small and relatively cheap. Save money and stomach space for coffee. =) Well, what I picked wasn't any cheaper, but it was yummy. All cooked, something orange and SPICY in the middle. With cooked eel on top. The eel was YUMMY. Like fish. It was so spicy that it definitely made a impression on my taste buds. All in all a very good date. We talked about this and that and the other things. Shopping, and McDonalds and kids and so on. You all know. Then we hit up the Dutch on 7th street. We also hoped like hell that Mouse wouldn't show up. And it worked! It was strange to sit on 7th and have so many cars go by us. The weather is definitely turning towards fall, cause I started to get chilled. We walked back to her car, she gave me a r...

(Again, I'm on lunch, no worrying. =)) So, a week later, it's my first band aid free day! I've been so afraid to not bandage it up, and it's really kind of a pain in the ass. At least one of those bandages performed an impromptu bikini wax. Which was a little painful, but I'm kind of thinking maybe that's the way I should go. I don't like the hair, but between ingrown hairs, boils, glands going hay wire and puffing up, I don't even want to think about the hair for fear of something else happening. I wonder if I could take a wax, or maybe I should just trim. Maybe I'm a trimmer? I like the idea of no hair, as I kind of hate my body hair, it's weird and thin, and just looks like I'm going half bald on my BODY. Which is stupid looking. Oh well. In any case, everything appears to have calmed down and I'm loving not having a band aid that reminds me EVERY time I move that I have weird skin. There is still a little hard bump underneath where th...

I actually posted something to Myspace that I didn't post here! I know, it's like I'm cheating on my blog. I got new shoes, cause my old ones sucked, right? Then we walked all over the place. Over to Willamalane to drop the kid off, over to the liquor store to stock up on Margarita mix (the tequila's in it, y'all!) for Candace's impending visit, hit up Dutch Bros for coffee (YUM), walked back home, was lazy as hell (should have been cleaning, instead obsessively playing the game (I have the high score on Ben and I's "team" scores)), headed back out to Willamalane to pick up the kid, then walked home. Finally I cleaned some, but not before they got there. I suck sometimes. Sunday I wore the shoes to work. I got to work and realized that even with band aids on the back of my ankle, my ankles still hurt. So what did I do? I bought some $4.00 flip flops so that I would not have to wear the "shoes of doom". That's what I'm calling th...

Ok, now I am really scared. I started to feel hungry, like I usually do around this time, and thought ok, I will go and get a mocha. White Chocolate Mocha at that. My favorite. And this is where I get wigged the fuck out. Cause it did not sound good. I have been noticing that I just don't care as much where it comes to coffee anymore. I went to Dutch Bros. on Saturday and just didn't feel like drinking it. It is kind of making me scared. I mean, I have always loved Mochas. I think it has something to do with my being sick last week. But my head is pounding and my usual thought there, is that I haven't had enough caffeine. But then, no caffeine sounds good. What am I gonna do if I can't get my caffeine buzz?

I love coffee. Jeez, have I mentioned that before? I went out on Christmas Eve and spent 2 or so hours drinking coffee. Wow, I haven't been that buzzed in awhile. It was all much fun. Talking and drinking far too much coffee. Why don't people do it more often? It is cheap, so much more affordable than bars. Of course, alcohol is more fun I guess. Sometimes when I have far too much money it is fun. But most of the time, I can think of far better things to spend my money on than going to the bar. My objective at the bar is usually to drink far too much (because I seem to forget that there are other beverages that are not alcoholic), get some good bar french fries, and play some pool. But most of the time when I go, there aren't any tables free, or else someone puts their money down and decides to "challenge" me to the table. Well, I am not anything resembling good enough to "win" the table. Hell, I can't even break well. I usually just let them have it...

Not having nicotine has only made this urge for coffee stronger and more justifiable. At least I am not spending the money on cigarettes, I keep thinking. But, I might be spending more for something that lasts much less time. Oh the irony. I had coffee this morning and still I want to buy a mocha, at the expense of one less thing for my boyfriend for Christmas. Oh, hold me back. Where is all my willpower now? And now for something completely different, I am terribly excited. I set up a site counter with the help from That Girl .....You rock..... And I have 15 hits. Alright, so at least 4 were from me before I set up my computer to be ignored, and I am sure some more will be from me checking on other people's 'puters. Oh well, nice to know that people are reading my craziness. WOOFREAKINHOO! Yet another side note, I read Wren's post about her roommates son calling her a "Pagina" face and I have told everyone I know that story. Only children can come up with this st...