Random Thoughts

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bad day at work. I'm full of the hate. I'm itchy and bitchy cause of the weather. My co-worker can do as she likes, come in when she pleases, then claim that it's due to my scheduling. I swear to god she is a habitual liar, and I am just so angry. Instead of just taking the blame, she blames it on my schedule. Suck it up lady! Quit blaming everything on everyone else. Quit whining about being here late. I've been here 5 years and I still have to be here late EVERY DAY. She always gets out early on Friday, I do not. From what you say when you are habitually lying, it sounds like you used to work at night all the time, so why is 7 such a problem? I hate you. Just so you know. I wish that I didn't have to work anywhere near you. I'm so frustrated with it all, I could just cry. Instead I will sit here, not cry and wish that things were different while my head hurts.

I don't like very many people. I have my friends, and I really like them, but I don't really like many others. I would call that not liking very many people. Especially the stupid ones. I've realized each year that there are more than I thought. I don't even mean technically stupid, but more like...well, sometimes I mean technically stupid, but also people who are only worried about something when it will directly affect them and to hell with anyone else's feelings or how it might affect them. I especially don't really like strangers, and I don't usually make the first move to talk to someone. Bear with me, I'm tired and not sure I'm making much sense. All of that stuff up there, it is leading to something. While I may not like talking to people I don't really know, my child LOVES to. I seem to have been "blessed" with a very precocious child. He loves EVERYONE and will talk to them all at length. I almost panic every time. Cause now I...

I've been wondering for the past couple of days (in true "boss" fashion) how you can actually get across to someone that they can't keep fucking up when they don't really care. I'm not sure if stupid girl is trying to get fired, or what, but she really DOESN'T CARE. At all. And I know from dealing with Derek that sometimes you got to "hit 'em where it hurts". The boy could care less about being in trouble until it gets to the point of no video game time, or going to bed early. I mean, he doesn't like time outs, but those are warranted, until he calms the hell down. By that time, he's not thinking that he can get ouft of it anyway, so instead he just gets more obstinate, until we make a move towards him and then he RUNS into his room and shuts (slams) the door. At that point, I don't care about the slamming as long as he is OUT OF MY SIGHT. Yes, it is usually to that point by the time we get to room time out. But how do you make a...

In general. Stupid girl who DIDN'T SHOW UP ON SATURDAY, NOR DID SHE CALL IN, is now trying to get her vacation switched. I'm being a bitch to her and not making it easy. She's not even slightly apologetic that she FORGOT that she worked Saturday. Meanwhile, I did the deposit and helped a lot of customers. Every time someone needed something, and they couldn't help, I'd get the knock on the door meaning please come help me. Did I show how aggravated I was then? No, because it wasn't anyone's fault who was there. Am I aggravated now? Sure as hell am. I've been shooting her dirty looks, I can't believe the GALL of her. She can't come in when she is supposed to, but she needs to switch vacation time? I don't give a crap. At all. Maybe if she has apologized. I don't even know why she works here. Barely 15 hours a week, and that's cause she has to BABY-SIT other hours when I could use her. I'm sure she makes minimum wage babysitting. N...