All the nights I can't sleep due to being sick I start to get bitter. When B was perpetually feverish and couldn't sleep at night, if I woke up and found him shivering; I'd go over and talk to him, rub his leg. Thought maybe it'd make the "witching hour" a little less lonely for him. Where's my nighttime companion? I don't think he even remembers it. And now he thinks he's getting my stupid virus and I'm like really? Did I not get this from you? Should I just get a fucking hotel room so we can stop making each other sick? He did let me have the bed for the past two nights but is that why he seems annoyed and detached? If so, I'd rather have companionship. One of those "be careful what you wish for scenarios" I guess.
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