Feeling rather empowered right now...
Though I have no idea if this will make sense to anyone, as I am drunk and typoing a LOT. I'm catching most of it but I caught myself typing "so" instead of "no" the other day, so I am rather embarrassed. Way to ruin the empowerment. LOL. I made it all the way home. I navigated the cab home, I even pulled the bike out of the back. I feel weird all the time about my knowledge of alcohol, yet it saved me tonight. It's saved me before, but tonight was awesome. The party that I felt so weird about in the beginning? I'll admit, I had very weird thoughts about going to Paul's birthday party, but I wanted to do it, I wanted to be able to say I did it. He's just like some old friend, that's all. It was nice to see him and hang out with him, but I didn't feel hurt, I didn't feel sad, it was just weird and full of memories. Ben actually got drunker than me somehow, which seems rather rare. I'm usually the stupid one, but I was good this tim...