Random Thoughts

I'm willing to bet a million dollars (and boy could I use it) that my straight edge father does not watch South Park, oh, probably EVER. So he'd really have no idea why I'm SO tickled pink that he sent us a Swiss Colony Beef Log, along with a whole assortment of treats. I've been listening to "Mr. Hankey's Christmas Classics" ever since. How much does it make me smile (something else I really need lately) that Cartman freaks out over the Beef Log? And if that's not good enough, then Kyle being the saddest Jew on Christmas will be. ("I'd be merry, but I'm hebrew").

"Life's short and hard like a body building elf, so save the planet and kill yourself. If you're feeling down and out, wondering what life is all about, lift your head up high and blow your brains out." No, I'm not depressed, actually Bloodhound Gang makes me kind of happy. (For being somewhat depressing lyrics, it's set to a really up tempo beat. That's what I love about Bloodhound Gang, they sing about some crazy shit, but it's always upbeat as far as the music.) That's just the way I'm going to feel after Saturday. We open EARLY and I could possibly be here for 10 hours if they need me. We're only planning for about 9 hours so far, so possible O/T is a good thing. It is just not something I'm looking forward to. I have to make the walk to Springfield Station again at 6:40 am, or else be 5 minutes late. I might do that this time. Don't know yet. I don't have money for the Dutch this time though. Derek is going to go to a frie...

Alright, after thinking all night about my first post and all the talk about getting married, I was thinking about it and I am not even sure I want to be married right now, I think I just want to have the option open, and know that it is somewhere my relationship is heading. So, since I am crazy and look a little too in depth about everything in life, and try to see both sides, I am going freaking nuts. AHHHH! I can't take this kind of pressure. And now for something completely different, and much happier. I am a huge South Park fan. I am such a Cartman. Just a total craphead. It is too damn funny, so anybody want to comment on that?? And anybody get the title? I love that song.