Random Thoughts

To not eat anything for 9+ hours. Derek ate a TV Dinner, and I have been waiting for Ben to see if I should wait for him to eat. I am perfectly fucking capable of making myself something simple. Like a grilled cheese. I was even going to give up and make one and then he got here. And I didn't know how to admit I hadn't eaten, cause I'm really stupid in the head when I don't eat. I feel sick to my stomach, I want to cry about everything, and I'm in a bad fucking mood. So I just sat here getting more annoyed until I finally decided the easy way out would be to just say I was hungry and ask for some toast. To be fair, I still don't feel good. Instead of laying down or something and so that Derek wouldn't have to sit in the kitchen all by himself I started to tidy up. An hour and a half later all the dishes were done, coffee is ready to be turned on in the morning, egg salad is made, from the hard boiling to the cutting and mixing, and I still don't feel any...

When they say that in Office Space? I groan every time. If someone made a scrunchy face at me at work and said "Sounds like someone's got a case of the Mondays"?, they might possibly end up dead. Not really. I don't think anyone likes Mondays in general, but I don't know anyone who would say something like that. Here at the bookstore, it's not your typical Monday. See, it's right after Audit, so a few people have went on vacation, a few people are off for Saturday, and about the only people we have here today are the kids. The kids=all interns and my cashiers. So, it's been quiet. Which is good and bad. No one to get on my case also means the day seems to go SO slow and I spend too much time taking a quick peek at the internet here and there. In the long run, I have to police myself. Audit is over, so that's a big thing gone. What I still need to do before they take all my files from last year away is to pull the remainder of the checks I need for ...

This new blogger thing looks like I can do more with it. Will I ever have to time to check it out and see what I can do? Who knows. I've been off since Friday, which has been completely awesome. We've gone nowhere of importance. Besides shopping Thursday. We did clean. My bathroom is so fucking clean right now! It smells yummy. Also, the laundry has been folded. We officially have our couch back. It had been heaping with clean laundry, but I spent Friday morning folding. Then doing dishes, then scrubbing the wall in the kitchen. The one that Jesse sprayed 7-up all over. I don't see how he could have shaken it up that much, but it pretty much exploded. I noticed with the rare sunlight we had on Friday (? Who knows what day the sun shone around here?), I noticed that the wall was streaky. It's clean as hell now too. I even caught up on some CSI's while folding laundry. I have to say that I loved Liev Schriber's role in the past eps. I'm about 2 more episodes b...

Well, I went home last night to a COMPLETELY clean kitchen. It was like an alternate universe. It was crazy. Apparently, my abundance of cleaning supplies motivated the BF. So, while he may be clueless sometimes, he understands that I don't have much time left to clean, and I have to work everyday of that. He used the Swiffer and was fairly impressed with it. Although it didn't quite pick up the really caked on stuff. Prolly have to soak it first. I was NOT kidding when I said my house was a disaster area. I dusted the entertainment center and my little knick-knack shelf. And I did yet more laundry. Although I was freaked out when I had to pull the clothes outta the dryer and couldn't see anything behind me. You guys would so laugh at the way I jump at everything inside my quiet little house. It freaks me out though. I guess I should be happy that I don't have to go outside to do my laundry anymore. But my garage is scary. It shouldn't be, considering it is so full ...