Random Thoughts

I decided that I could be pissed all day over stupid people, or I could just not be. It gives me less of a headache to not be pissed all the time, so this is working out pretty well for me. It helps a lot that I wore my new shirt today, put on make up to make myself all girly and have gotten a TON of compliments on it. Even though I felt like I didn't look that good in it, everyone else likes it. Today, life is good. It doesn't hurt that it's payday. And it certainly helps that I've got a tasteful amount of cleavage working for me. Mainly just so that I notice it, which seems perfect. If I could just keep my necklace out of there! Heh. Unfortunately, it is a late day today. I should be used to it by now, but being open until 7 is lame. Next week we start being open that late every day. Again, I should be used to it. At least I'm not alone, I get Eileen here late with me! =)

My attitude is not much better, as you can see. I'm torn between being hateful and wanting to cry. So far, both days this week I've talked myself into coming in. I've not felt like it, especially after being screwed royally by my boss yesterday, but I'm here. I make myself come in; only to find that 3 people have called in sick. I don't want to do anything today. I'm so goddamn angry, I don't want to work on the damnable schedule that helps my anger, I don't want to even look at my boss, let alone point out certain truths to her, like how a certain someone calls in sick when she has late shifts. If only I'd thought of that, cause boy it sure seems to be working for her. I'm just vile today. Don't mind me. Once I get past Wednesday, I should be fine. Another thing that would have screwed me? That I would have done to myself? I could have not been able to get home on that Sunday that I volunteered to work for (originally for O/T, although NOW...