Random Thoughts

Every time I drink anything today I have had to pee. It's discouraging. I don't like having to pee this much. It makes me worried about pregnancy, when for all intents and purposes, Depo should be doing to worrying for me. Stupid bitch Depo. My long weekend was fun, marred only by my bad attitude when I was cleaning. But, OH is my bathroom CLEAN. Jenn brought me the most awesome tiny ninja ever. It had become the ninja-frog because when you hold it like it's on it's back, it looks kind of like Kermit. Then you flip it and it's a ninja. It makes sense really. What better way to hide than to become a mere frog? Ninjas are sneaky like that. However, I am not sneaky enough to be a ninja. I'm loud and abrasive, and can't look like a frog no matter how I try. In an effort to bring myself out of the birthday funk that came from my family forgetting me (one sister said happy birthday, and it was a comment on myspace. No phone calls, no cards. It's not like I...

I always have plans Friday night. Not necessarily anything fun, but plans to do this or that. To fix up my blog, to add some pictures, to clean, basically to do pointless stuff. Last Friday I had Sidney's party, so I guess I had legitimate reason not to get anything done that night. Forgive me, but I had no real plan for this blog entry, just various little things. Do you ever feel like just stopping and hugging yourself and knowing that you have a good thing going? A good team? Either at work or at home? I feel that way right now, I really feel like we have a really good work team and that I can forget something and it will not be completely missed until it becomes a larger problem. Other people will "catch" me. I like not looking like an idiot and working with smart people helps that a lot. I feel like that at home now too. I was flabbergasted Friday when I saw Jesse, he acted like we'd never had a problem, and I'm ok with that. What I did not like was when he s...

And I'm not sure why. On one hand, I kind of feel like it's going to be forever before it gets here, and then I realize it's only slightly more than two weeks away. My only real plans are that Ariel is coming down (pending anything else getting in the way. *fingers crossed*) to baby sit as Derek will be leaving for Portland the week after that. I don't have to work that Friday, so I can actually go out that night. And then come home and hang out with Ariel. Like my own personal party, like the pizza hut pizzas. Other than that? That's all I got for now. Derek leaves the weekend after, so maybe I'll make people come here, though that doesn't work as well as it once used to. Maybe I'm too old to have a "party" per se? I'm gonna do something fun. That's all I'm sure about. Derek went out of town this weekend, so I got to go to Sidney's birthday party where I saw George and Marshall, and Dave(s). People who I pretty much only see at...