Random Thoughts

My toe is better today. It's moving a lot easier. It's also a lighter purple. Hurray for that. Ben went out last night to run an errand for us. He left at 7, with the plan that we would eat when he got back. He didn't get home until 11, and I know it was an errand for the both of us, but I'm still a little peeved. Even though it's not his fault. I think I should be allowed to be peeved in general that I had an English muffin for dinner at ten. If I just knew when he would be home, I would plan to make my own dinner. Sadly, he had to take the phone with him and so could not call me. I'm not sure what I was more upset about, the avocado potentially going bad (those bastards are EXPENSIVE), or not getting nachos for dinner. He came in and knew I was peeved, and immediately said something about it not being his fault. Which might have made me more upset. I'm not sure now, but I realize it's not his fault, I can still be allowed to be angry, right? If he hadn...

I CAN'T get that whole "My (blank), let me show you it/them" from Cat Macros out of my head. It amuses me. Which is good. Ok, so this here is my blog. I'm probably gonna complain about things that people do that I might even do myself. *gasp* It's hard not to, I mean, I've lived so much life, I've probably done one of the two or three (or a million) things I complain about. At least to a certain degree. But it's my blog, so I am empirically right. That said, this here blog would not be entertaining at all if I didn't take normal, everyday events, and blow them way out of proportion. Otherwise, you would get something along the lines of "I woke up, I had breakfast". I've had posts that are close to this. I really have. I'm not gonna find them. Suffice it to say that I've learned that drama is a lot funnier/more entertaining. What you don't get from me is all the happy stuff. Again, that's boring sometimes. I've b...

Well, boredom makes you do crazy things. What I should be doing is working, but after checking a friends blog for the thousandth (exaggerating, of course) time and finding nothing new, I decided to share my own thoughts. Not that I will be able to post all the time because I am too busy and my life isn't terribly exciting. But, I thought I could use this as my own diary. And it shouldn't matter because I plan to tell no one about it. I really have no avenue for letting my thoughts out. Occasionally, I talk to people, but I never go very deep for fear of being labeled "crazy". I do my best to "project" confidence and it actually works in most instances, except when I am being truthful with myself and then I usually feel less than confident. To put it a nice way. I know everyone is plagued by doubts and insecurities, it is just that some people hide it better than others. For awhile now, I have been having these crazy ideas, like I need a baby.. My son is 7 no...