Random Thoughts

NEVER. I'm so damn irritated too. The IRS owes me 189 dollars. If I owed THEM, you bet they would have already processed that AND cashed my check..but since they owe me, I have to wait for a "thousand hours" and it's pissing me off. Every day, I think, this should be the day. Am I impatient? Yes, but it's been 11 weeks as of this Friday, and the damn instructions said 8-12 weeks. And if you count the FIRST time I sent it in, it's been WAY longer than 12 weeks. In my head, I just kept thinking that perhaps I would get it by my birthday (though I kept thinking it would be sooner than that), and now I can't believe that it's taken this damn long. SO ANGRY. Now I have to spend part of my vacation day on Friday calling the damn IRS to see if they can tell me anything, besides..gee. We don't have it. like the last time. I'm FULL OF HATE TODAY. Add that to Jake and Karen not sending the child support yet, and I'm highly irritated. On top of EVERYT...

I only wish that I had wrote elfing day. That's what it almost looks like. That would make me smile. Instead, I am just ANGRY. Like usual, it's all about money. So, I got a letter stating that we'd need to do an arbitration, and that it would need to be paid for within 14 days. I thought they meant 14 days of that letter. I went in to try and get a deferral (cause who has an extra 300 lying around?) on December 12th, cause I thought I needed to, and I expressed my need to have it quickly processed. She said no problem, but if I was worried, I should call back on Friday, maybe Monday morning. I did not call, cause that's when I went to see that lawyer, that's when I started trying to get this together, that's when I started trying to get the lawyers to work with me. For the record? Not ALL lawyers suck, but this company sure does. I have as of yet, still received NO PROOF and they said they would bring that up in the arbitration meeting. So I was happy to go. I c...