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This is what I do for most of the mornings of the year. I get up and get ready and get the kid out the door. We walk to school together. The other day, I figured I would bring my camera with me. THIS could very well be the CUTEST picture I've ever taken. I looked over and Derek was trying to read his book and cross the street. Safe? No, but at least I was with him. If he thinks he can EVER walk to school alone, he's gonna be hating me. =) Anyhow, we hadn't stepped off the curb yet and I saw this...and I think my heart melted just a little. I try to walk and read at work. Inside, and never while crossing a street, but this is SO my nature that it just amazed me. He's constantly doing things that remind me of his dad and this just made my day. (Incidentally, I DID make him stop reading right after I took this picture) The book in question. The kid BEGGED me to take a picture, cause he ALWAYS wanted to remember THAT book. I ordered the first two for him. Off in the distanc...

Already the LAST day of the month. Wow. It's crazy. Dum Diddely Black Eyed Peas na na na nie na na na nai na na na nie na na nai nai na na na nie na na na nai na na na nie na na nai nai You know the music make me jump and prance The BE Peas we keep you rocking as we dance You know my music make em jump and prance Dum diddley dum dum diddley dum dum diddley dum dum diddley diddley You know the music make me jump and prance The B.E.Peas we keep ya rockin as we dance uh-us uh-us jump and prance Dum diddley dum dum diddley dum dum diddley dum dum diddley diddley Bring on the rhythm; bring on the drums The rim shack sound like someone gunned (Pop! Pop!) There go your ear drums So raise the volume to the maximum Base booming bout to make your body feel numb Penetrate your body penetrate your skeleton This little diddley definitely demonstrates some Dum diddley dum - so dance to the drum [Chorus] Don't hurt yourself, take it easy There's no better time than right now So let yourse...

the Questioner Test finished! you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX. "I am affectionate and skeptical" Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. How to Get Along with Me Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is OK between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting. What I Like About Being a Six being committed and faithful to family and friends being responsible and hardworking being compassionate toward others having intellect and wit being a nonconformist confronting danger bravely being direct and assertive What's Hard About Being a Six the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind procrastinating because of fear of failure; ha...

Friday went well. I walked quite a bit on my first break, just to get some pictures of my FAVORITE campus EVER...ok, it's the only campus I've seen...but I love it. It's MY campus. Even though I NEVER went to school there. Maybe that's a good thing, maybe I wouldn't have the same point of view of it anymore. I love it cause I used to spend ALL MY TIME there....all of it. Every day...when I wasn't in school. See, I ran away at 15 and there aren't a whole lot of places a fifteen year old can hang out and not really be questioned. I've slept on that campus. The back of this building. With a friend...not like that perverts...cause we were safer and warmer that way. Ok...maybe like that a little. Once. I've spent hours hanging out over by this fountain. This is the bottom Isn't it GEORGOUS? I've soaked my foot in there after I tried to break my ankle. And the wavy stairs that I can sit on and eat lunch. The same stairs that sat on when I watched C...

There is something SERIOUSLY wrong with our friend (read: Troll/Stalker) Jay. He insists that I disgust him and I am vile and he thinks I am just the worst. But he keeps reading. I know, cause I keep an eye on my IP addresses. It's too bad I don't have his address, cause I could send him a blow up doll to take up his time. I've come to the conclusion that either he is just stupid, or he's really in love with me. Or he's a mental patient. Cause he keeps reading and goes out of his way to find pictures of me which he then proclaims make him retch. Now wouldn't you want to stay away from something that makes you ill? I would....but common sense isn't all that common when it comes down to it, I guess. I've been kicking a post around in my head for a bit now about how I'm a fat girl. I AM. I KNOW I AM. That doesn't make me an awful person. That doesn't mean that no one finds me attractive. It just means I have to try extra hard to find clothes....

She's Only Happy When She's Dancing Bryan Adams Monday mornin' - it's time to get up Two cups of coffee and she runs for the bus Looks in the window and fixes her hair Nobody notices and nobody cares She admits it ain't no kinda life Workin' 9 to 5 you know... Chorus She's only happy when she's dancin' There ain't no place she'd rather be When she's dancin' Just her heart and her soul and her fantasies When Friday evenin' finally rolls around She grabs a taxi and she heads uptown Goes to a place they call "The Ball And Chain" Nothin' matters until Monday so she goes insane Well its a bitch tryin' to make ends meet But that's the way the story goes Chorus She's only happy when she's dancin' There ain't nothin' makes her feel so free When she's dancin' The girl's outrageous and it's plain to see Solo She ain't got much but she got independence Ya - she's doin' alr...

I've been lazy and tired. I spent much of Friday taking walks around and staying away from my house. Cause exercise that isn't "exercise" = YAY. I've got a TON of pictures of my Campus. Cause it's MY campus and it's georgous. When I walk around there, the other people cease to exist. I just wander and marvel. Pictures to follow, prolly tomorrow. Friday night I went to Ariel's, as it was my last chance to see her before she left. I laid on her and didn't talk much. Saturday, I went to see Curious George! It was a cute movie. Karina and Birdie went with. It was fun. Played at Tilt, bought books for the kid! He wanted BOOKS! And found a domino set for ONE FREAKING DOLLAR...and it's South Park. I'm not even sure I can open it! Watched Kung Fu Hustle. It is a FUCKING FUNNY movie. I would recommend it to ANYONE. Went to Blockbuster to return it, and hit up Fashion Bug. I got a new PRETTY BRA. It looks like this. From above, my boobs look like thi...

It took me YEARS to realize who did this song. Angel Aerosmith I'm alone yeah I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears and the cryin that I do is for you I want your love let's break the wall between us Don't make it tough, I'll put away my pride Enough's enough, I've suffered and I've seen the light...baby... You're my angel come and save me tonight You're my angel come and make it alright Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feeling inside Yes, it's true loneliness took me for a ride Without your love, I'm nothin but a beggar Without your love, a dog without a bone What can I do, I'm sleepin in this bed alone...baby... You're my angel come and save me tonight You're my angel come and make it alright come and save me tonight... You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give when I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby, baby, baby

I'm tired y'all. Maybe tomorrow, I shall reward you with a picture of my newly dyed hair. I'm still getting used to it, so I have no opinion.

I had SO much fun you guys. My living room is dark, so it's hard to see in there. And you couldn't see Jenn much in the living room. You can see it on the camera. I was also getting a delay on one of them earlier. It might have matched up by the end, but it didn't match at the beginning.

I LOVE being behind the camera. I love talking to the camera. I love being the one unseen. I mainly like being bossy, which happened a lot while I was taking these videos. I came to realize later that I didn't even take very many pictures, I just took too many videos. Anyhow, this is what I sound like.....apparently, it's pretty valley girl when I have been drinking.

Go pick for Heather. Cause she's cool! http://kevan.org/johari?name=RabbleGyrl+Tye

BLOGGER IS BEING A BITCH, SO NO SONG. I'm lucky I could get in for this. Today I must clean. So this shall be short. First of all... TOMORROW'S FRIDAY! YAY! PARTY! Secondly....my tummy is revolting. It's decided to cramp up occasionally and hurt so bad I can think of little else. It's not cool. Thirdly.....I'd like to itch about HALF of my SKIN OFF. CLEAN OFF. This weather is SCREWING with it badly and it's so bad that not only do I have dry patches that feel like an alligator, but it actually hurts. My SKIN HURTS! This has never happened before. Fourthly......this Myspace thing is irritating me. I want to change it so that I can get comments from anyone. Because I tried to comment back to Jesse and it said I couldn't....cause I wasn't a friend....to myself.....how did they know? So, I tried to "friend" myself, but you can't. They had some sort of hint about changing it, but I didn't do it and now it's some new help tip. Plus. W...

Go there, tell me things I don't know. http://kevan.org/johari?name=Desiree1980 Or the darker, meaner one http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Desiree1980 Not that I really get how to read it. Maybe it will make more sense after more people answer.

Blogger was being a bitch earlier. My NEW hard drive didn't work right. Hopefully, it's not completely FUCKED. I took a boob picture, to amuse myself, but my cord for the camera isn't in the computer right now. Cause it was taken apart and stuff. ANYHOW. There will be boobage tomorrow. Today was weird. I opened a MySpace account to comment on Jesse's MySpace page, then I had to friend him, cause otherwise I couldn't say anything. It was a pain in the ass. Found some old friends. Found an old boyfriend and his wife.....meh. It was overwhelming for a moment, but I ultimately CONQUERED my weirdness. I'm glad they are still happy. I wasn't sure he could be happy with anyone for any amount of time. Beyond that, I'm kinda keeping the house clean. Last night I cleaned off my desk. This is what it looked like before (SHIT! I DIDN'T keep my desk picture. Unless it's still on the camera. Prolly not) Crap. There is no before picture peoples. Sorry. Ben is a...

Enjoy. Song for Holly Esthero I can make you want me I can make you think you need me too... I can reassure you that all your lies you tell yourself are true... And if you won't let me go I'm just harder to hold, no I'll never let you gain control, no, no... I'm not myself lately I'm not even sure I know me But I'm worth more than my name And all the lies I tell myself are true... You can try but it's never enough You hide behind me Because when push comes to shove I fall And it's my turn to lie to myself now And if you won't let me go I'm just harder to hold, no I'll never let you gain control... and you can say you want me... And if you won't let me go I'm just harder to hold, no I'll never let you gain control, no, no...

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Today's snow brought memories. Of YEARS (11 - to be precise - OH MY GOD WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?) ago, when it snowed hard enough on Valentine's day to cancel school. Secretly? I was happy. I didn't want to be there. I had no Valentine and the guy who I wanted above all else, was telling me his plans to woo another. With the flowers and by playing Boys II Men - On Bended Knee (I HATE that song to this day), and asking her to go out again. I'm not sure what he saw in her. She was more than a little stuck up and so VERY hickish. With her tight jeans and propensity for cowboys. She was a virgin. Not gonna sleep with anyone until she was married....maybe that's what he liked. Maybe he liked the challenge. This was the same boy who'd taken one of my best friend's virginity, and been flirting with me off an on. On and ON with his plans.......then no school. I was relieved that I wouldn't have to put myself through that. I'd talked to her and she wanted n...

and They're both a little shiny. Apparently, I am shiny. =)

I've managed to make it to the point, where the boy is aware that he needs to buy a present. In fact, I told him what to buy this year. I'm still holding out hope that one day, I won't have to tell him. Like maybe he will buy me a new copy of IT that I always talk about.... I have to buy a NEW copy before I can read it again. Oh boy, I sure wish I had my copy of IT. Etc., Etc. I keep hoping someday, someone will magically remember and buy it for me and I will be all happy and glowing that they thought of me. I know it's only like eight dollars, but it's the THOUGHT that counts. And now none of you can buy it for me. Cause I've expressed it out loud. So it doesn't count if I have to say it. Typical me thought. I'm also hoping someone will decide that they must get me Anne of Green Gables. On DVD. Or the book. Or both. Anyhow - what I was getting at, was that it's been a good day. Aside from my tummy gymnastics, I've been happy all day. We ...

Joss makes me happy. Some Kind of Wonderful Joss Stone I don't need a whole lot of money, I don't need a big fine car. I got everything that a girl could want. I got more than, than I can ask for. I don't have to run around, I don't have to stay out all night, 'cause I got a sweet, sweet lovin' man, And he knows just how to treat me right. See my baby, he's alright, See my baby, we’re so tight, Don’t you know he is, Some kind of wonderful, yes he is, He’s some kind of wonderful, Don’t you know he is, Some kind of wonderful. Oh hold it let me tell you one more thing’ Now when he holds me in his arms, He sets my soul on fire. And Ooo, when my baby kisses me, My heart becomes filled with desire. When he wraps his lovin' arms around me, He almost drives me out of my mind, I get these funny little feelings inside a me, Chills run up and down my spine. My baby, he's alright. Me and my baby, we’re so tight, Don’t you know he is, Some kind of wonderful, yes ...

The boy brought me SPICY SUSHIS on Saturday. I was VERY excited. I ate six of them before I went to bed that night. The Sushi in question. So, yeah, I ate SIX of them. Then I went to bed. Cause I'm FUCKING dumb as hell, apparently. First I dreamed that Paul was following me around, like he used to....at least this is what I thought to begin with. Then I realized that Paul never really followed me around a lot. He would follow me around when he wanted something. And he was all like.....We could be friends! And I was like...no. (by the way, Derek does that "I was like" thing as well!!!!!) We really CANNOT be friends. And he was like...yeah, we could...see my new daughter? Her name is cuterus. Yeah, I know...WHAT THE FUCK??? I don't know why, but that was her name. Then this dream morphed into one of those ALL day marathon scary movie things. One "movie" after another. All spent running and hiding from some MANIAC who is trying to kill me. And when that wasn...

I've noticed, more and more often how much Derek looks like Jake. It's too be expected of course. It's just thrown me for a loop, basically. But the other day, he showed me that while he looks like Jake, he has more than a few of my mannerisms. Not any bad ones, of course. We blame those ALL on Jake. But he's stubborn, Ben said something the other day about something Derek did, and I could tell he was mildly annoyed. I was like....sorry, babe, he's my kid. That's so me, I just don't know what to tell you. I'll be damned if I can remember what it was now. But it was funny. Then, the other morning, he got out of bed, and he is getting ready for school and he says...mom, that pattern is on the cabinet again, that means it's nice outside. For a minute, I was confused, but only for a minute. Cause I know EXACTLY what he was talking about. I always come down the hall in the morning, and then look into my kitchen. And I'm specifically looking at the cab...

One more from Paula. There will be someone else tomorrow. Prolly not alphabetical though. Cause I have a sappy song in mind already. What did you expect? It'll be Valentine's day by then. Crazy Cool Paula Abdul Sitting, chilling, thinking about you babe You're like a long, cool glass of lemonade Bitter, sweet and I want you so bad it hurts You complete my life And you quench my thirst, sexy Sexy feelings just come over me Playing with my dress like a summer breeze Gentle as the touch of a falling leaf You open me up to love Now I gotta believe, gotta believe Nothing's too good for my baby Anything you want be free It's the least that I can do What you've given me, given me Cause I'm cool, crazy cool Crazy cool with you In this groove Crazy groove Baby act a fool Hey I'm cool Crazy cool You're crazy cool with me In this groove Crazy cool Everything you need, sexy Laying in the grass Writing poetry Looking up at the midnight sun While you're making...

This is my invitation to Ariel's going away party. On the 17th. Next Friday. At 8. Recently, I've come to the conclusion that people don't understand that when I am talking about a party to them, I mean they SHOULD come, of course. I mean you. Cause as much as I put my foot in my mouth, I know better than to talk about parties to people whom I don't want to come. Basically, ANYONE WHO READS THIS IS INVITED. Be there. Wish Ariel a happy new living experience. Also, I shall be buying cheese. Cause I just came from Heather's b-day party and can I just say....GODDAMN, THERE WAS A LOT OF CHEESE. And these yummy cream puff things. This is an all out party. I don't know that I'll have Heather's bar, but there should be plenty and good snacks to boot. The people who are not invited? (Don't you fucking invite them people (sorry, I'm a leeetle drunk and thought that was funny)) Jesse Nick Mouse. These are the only people who I have NO WISH to see at my hou...

I know I've been quiet. I'm tired. I have things to tell you, I swear. I just am too tired to do it now. Also, I got a digital camera, and I'm SUPER excited. I took some pictures, but I need a bigger memory card. So, I gotta wait to get it for cheaper from work. Not in stock, or something. I'm just hopping in to let you know that I'm ALIVE and soon there shall be pictures!!!!!!! See you soon.

I know that EVERYONE but me hates Mariah, but you know what? I don't care. This song is from the album "Butterfly". And that might have a little something to do with getting the butterfly tattoo. There, I admitted it. But, if for no other reason, no other song, this song would make me love her. Cause, sometimes, I feel this way. Close My Eyes Mariah Carey I was a wayward child With the weight of the world That I held deep inside Life was a winding road And I learned many things Little ones shouldn't know Chorus But I closed my eyes Steadied my feet on the ground Raised my head to the sky And though time's rolled by Still I feel like that child As I look at the moon Maybe I grew up A little too soon Funny how one can learn To grow numb to the madness And block it away I left the worse unsaid Let it all dissipate And I try to forget Chorus (Bridge) Nearing the edge Oblivious I almost Fell right over A part of me Will never be quite able To feel stable That woman-chi...

I'm gonna hate it come Saturday, but it was SO nice not to have to work today. We went out for breakfast. Strawberry syrup is the BEST, y'all. And Ariel got her phone turned off. You have a CUTE new phone. I, sadly, shall not be getting one. The terms and conditions through T-mobile require a credit check and I have shitty credit. I might be using your old one after all. As long as I can get my ass down there and figure it out with the store. They might need to have you there or something. Cause I DO need a new phone. But not if it's gonna be a pain in the ass. Ben is added to the bank account! Finally. It was SO easy. They were very nice and will even be sending me a new debit card with my PICTURE on it. YAY! Then we hit up Wal-mart. Sheets, new pillows, new underwear, new shoes, new clothes for the boys. New bras, and a new shower curtain. Plus an eyelash curler! Cause I have this little Paris Hilton thing (y'know, her weird eye that looks partly closed? That's ho...

Yep, it's Paula again. Will You Marry Me? Paula Abdul Just girl to boy I'd like to share this thought with you Our love's a joy Two one's have made inseparable two Last night my heart spoke to me And it said You've found that lover-friend So now I've finally got the courage Just ask you baby, ooh [chorus] Will you, will you Will you marry me boy Will you, will you Will you marry me Will you, will you Will you marry me boy Will you, will Will you, will you, will you Come on, baby now I lay awake So full with hope of things to come For heaven's sake I pray I'm not the only one I never dreamed I'd be so bold I'm standing here, my heart's been sold So now I've finally got the courage Just ask you, baby ooh [chorus] Will you, will you Will you marry me boy Will you, will you Will you marry me Will you, will you Will you marry me boy Will you, will Will you, will you, will you Come on, baby now Think of love as wings Not a ball and chain And yo...

I managed to drop another tag. Thanks KARINA! =) I'm it. You're next! Five Guilty Pleasures The Rules: Write an entry about Five Guilty Pleasures. In the end, you need to choose five people to be tagged and list their names. 1) piercings and Tattoos I'm CRAZY, I know. This last Friday, I was like.....It's been a WHOLE week, I should go and get the OTHER shoulder tattooed. I can have TWO butterflies!!!!!! And then I realized, I need to chill the hell out. I'm STILL tempted to get my nose re-pierced, but it was kind of a pain in the ass when it was done before. And the boy would be sad if I got the other nipple done. I feel un-even, but until he can play more fully with the pierced one, I must have one he can be a little rough with. 2) Adult Swim I LOVE the cartoons. It's outta control. I'm an adult and I LOVE the cartoons. Family Guy, Aqua Teen, The Boondocks, Robot Chicken even. Home movies. MOST of the cartoons, just a few I can't take. Like SeaLab. Sea...

I'm just a big copier. =) Seven movies I have loved (in no particular order): 1. Thirteen Ghosts 2. Army of Darkness 3. South Park: BLU 4. Grease 5. Men In Black (Will Smith and Tommy Lee Jones) 6. The Breakfast Club 7. Baseketball Seven books I love:(that was books I like, but I'll be damned if I can't LOVE a book as much or more as I love Movies) 1. It - Stephen King 2. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold 3. A Wrinkle In Time - Madeleine L'Engle 4. Any quick, cheesy romance novel. 5. Insomnia - Stephen King 6. Flowers in the Attic - V.C. Andrews 7. Seventh Heaven - Alice Hoffman Seven things I say: 1. Anywho 2. Butt Hurt 3. Fantastic 4. Crap 5. Could you go to the store? 6. It'll be FUN. 7. YAY. Seven things that attract me to a city: 1. Public Transportation (I don't know HOW to drive). 2. Somewhere close to the Ocean. At most a car drive away. 3. College town - OMIGOD! The campus is BEAUTIFUL. 4. Cost of Living (ie. Rent) 5. A lot of trees - even though I'm ...

Zilla did it so I needed to follow along. =) Four jobs Accountant Library Assistant Data Entry - Purchase dept. Telephone surveyor Four movies I could watch over and over Reality Bites Beaches, cause sometimes I NEED to cry. Any Nightmare on Elm Street movie. Maybe not 2, 2 was stupid. Shaun of the Dead Four places I've lived Denver, Colorado Sheridan, Colorado Eugene, Oregon Springfield, Oregon Four tv shows I would love to watch (Cofused here people. Does this mean shows I would love to watch right now, or shows I've never watched and would like to? I'm going with what I like now.) CSI: The original Good Eats South Park Aqua Teen Hunger Force Four places I've been on vacation Sun River Camping in the mountains in Colorado The Coast Portland for Jake's wedding. I'm not sure that counts as a vacation. At least not a pleasant one. Four Websites I Visit Daily Gmail Hotmail Livejournal Blogger (any blogger sites, regular and new sometimes) Four of My Favorite Food...

I hurt. From tummy down. It wasn't fun yesterday and it's not fun today. I'm grumpy and bloaty and not fun. The other day, I had a gas cramp that was SO BAD, I got goosebumps, but when I found a safe place to let it out, it was the tiniest thing ever. NOT SATISFYING. Not at all. And the pain. Last night I had such bad gas that I felt sick. I wished I could throw up. I wished many things. And then I remembered the gas pills and took two. And got wasted drunk. Cause TYLENOL SURE AS HELL DOESN'T WORK, but getting drunk does. Like the bleeding isn't enough? I was thinking that I don't bleed as much as I used to as a teenager. But the cramping is FAR worse. I'm not sure which I like the least. This one had to prove me wrong though. The bleeding is BAD this time. Not like the barely there periods of the last two times. I'd prepared myself for much of the same this time. Cramping, but hardly any bleeding. Instead, I have to run to the bathroom every three hours...

That a person can have so much fun just shopping. I don't know how many times I laughed. I even grabbed Ariel's butt. And we yelled at Tammy. Who tried to pretend that she didn't know us! I can't imagine why. She gave in though when I was like...YOU MUST SEE THE TATTOO. I've been showing this thing to EVERYONE. "Do you like tattoos?" "Do you wanna see it?" "You know you do." Not that I've really had to cajole anyone into it. I just feel like I'm being a bit of a showoff. It's really starting to itch though. I have to remind myself not to. That prolly wouldn't feel fantastic. And it's starting to peel. Now that the scab is almost completely off, it's gonna peel. Lotioning it = rubbing it....at least a little. So I guess I'll be able to stop the itching for a moment.

More Paula. I have three albums. Rush, Rush Paula Abdul You're the whisper of a summer breeze You're the kiss that puts my soul at ease What I'm sayin' is I'm into you Here's my story, and the story goes You give love You get love And more than heaven knows You're gonna see I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try I'm gonna take this love right to ya All my heart, all the joy Oh, baby, baby, please Rush, rush Hurry, hurry lover, come to me Rush, rush I wanna see, I wanna see you free with me Rush, rush I can feel it, I can feel you all through me Rush, rush Ooh, what you do to me And all I want from you is what you are And even if you're right next to me It's still too far away If I'm not inside your arms I get traumatic, baby, yes I know But I need you I want you Oh, man, I love you so You're gonna see I'm gonna run, I'm gonna try I'm gonna take this love right to ya All my heart, all the joy Oh, baby, baby, please Rush, rush Hur...

I've never been regular! HAHAHAHA. Anyhow, what I really mean is that I am not being so good with keeping up with the Blogger stuff. All day, I'm like.....oh, I can go home and do this and this. And then I'm tired. Today I had to almost physically restrain myself from buying a digital camera at the bookstore. Even now I keep thinking....OHMIGOD! I could have this camera TODAY. But I need to be sure the cash is there. No I haven't blown through my whole return, but I'm reining myself in before I do. Cause I know it could happen. And I still need to see about declaring bankruptcy. I definitely need to replace my hard drive. The sound is driving me a little crazy. And I'm perpetually worried that it will just die on me. Why am I so tired? The boy hasn't been to his house in ages. This month he didn't even want a bus pass. He had me get him tokens, cause he said he didn't see himself using the pass enough to justify the cost. It's like he's...

I've been having a REALLY hard time figuring out which CD to listen to from one point to the next. I don't think there are any CDs I really want to buy, if I did, I would listen to them. I need to listen to the radio more and see if there is anything I like...... Until then, I've figured. I'll just go through them ALL, from A to Z. Yes, I DO alphabetize my music. It's so bad I put them in order by LAST name, like I learned in one of my many business classes....or maybe a couple. Those fucking classes were all the SAME damn class. So, today, you get Paula Abdul. Yep, that's right. The Way That You Love Me Paula Abdul It ain't the clothes that you wear It ain't the things that you buy It ain't your house on the hill It ain't the plane that you fly It ain't your black limousine It ain't your ninety-foot yacht It ain't the things that you'll get It ain't the things that you got It ain't the money or the diamond rings Honey I a...