Random Thoughts

Heh. By that I mean not on my MySpace page, though I've been putting up TMI_Chix posts galore on LJ. It's funny right now, since I'm awake and it's not happening, but let me share this maddening bit of crazy that my brain concocts at night. I put in the cream (ICK) and I go to bed. Wait, first I go pee, then I put in the cream, then I go to bed. I lay awake forever when I usually fall asleep pretty quickly, and I start thinking..hey, wouldn't it suck if I had to pee? All of the sudden, I KNOW I have to pee. I fight the urge, become convinced that the thinking is WHY I can't fall asleep and so I surrender and give up and go pee. I come back to bed after peeing only a minuscule amount and cry (not so much fun) because of course that little moment of peeing has probably WRECKED any and all chances of the medicine working. Of course. (This is my amount of neurosis, this is why I feel stupid half the time) Repeat as necessary. Any fellow pee-ers out there? Any sort o...

That didn't take long huh? I just realized I'm harboring a grudge. Um yeah. A few actually. I tend to do that. But I'm more than a little pissed off that while my child was having the bonding put back on his tooth yesterday, they mentioned WITHIN his hearing that he "really didn't need to be there that day". Um, excuse me? PART OF HIS TOOTH CAME OFF? What would you suggest I do? This after I finally made peace with letting the kid go back into the dentist office without me. YES, I AM THAT MOTHER. It took FOREVER, and I don't appreciate it when people think I am over reacting. The tooth hurt him when he brushed, when he ate, I think he needed to have the sensitive part covered up again. I hate to second guess the goddamn dentist, but that LAST time part of his tooth came off, it exposed the ROOT, goddammit! How was I to know this was not the same? I'm steaming mad, people. You see, maybe I do over react. Maybe I do over worry. Hell, I KNOW I over worry....