Forgive my ramblings, but really?
Why is it that too many people I know end up in jail? Do I just make friends with people with loose morals? These are people I like, hell, even love, and they end up in jail for doing the crappiest things. I just don't understand it, I've never felt the need to threaten people, hurt people, commit despicable acts against people you love. I don't get it. I'm so confused, and dismayed, yes, that's the word. I won't say that I'm a fine upstanding citizen, I've done stupid crap, I've done illegal things, I had a whole brief (thankfully) love affair with shoplifting. Maybe it was having a kid, maybe it was becoming 18 and fully responsible for myself, but I find that I am a scaredy cat, for want of a better description. I don't like lying, I don't like dealing with police men, I don't like feeling like a criminal. All of those things I used to do... Well, I never liked the police officers, even though they were never mean or assholes, just nor...