You're a little late, I'm already torn..
I've spent all day wondering if I should go delete my message to Paul. He's read it, but no response.
I decided that perhaps my dream did mean something...but maybe it had nothing to do with him.
Sadly, I'm pretty sure that we'll never be the friends we were.
It pissed me off a bit today, but then I realized that I just need to deal.
I went and "friended" her, and explained that I've looked at her page and I like some of the same stuff she likes and that I think that we have a bit in common.
We'll see if she friends me. They (who?? I don't know) say that you get involved with people who remind you of yourself...or at least that that can be your best relationship. I don't know why, but maybe she could be the friend that Paul used to be and we can just make fun of him cause he is a smelly boy.
=)
It could happen.
I'm a little afraid that she won't believe me though and instead think I am using her to get to him.
But I just realized that only I watch the soap operas, so there is no reason she should think that.
(edit! She did add me and I went and deleted the message to him. Fuck it, if he won't say anything, I'm not gonna leave my honesty out there. But it's made me feel better that she added me..and I'm not sure why. Beyond...well...NEW FRIENDS ARE AWESOME. I love getting new friends..cause that means I will have MORE friends. =)
I decided that perhaps my dream did mean something...but maybe it had nothing to do with him.
Sadly, I'm pretty sure that we'll never be the friends we were.
It pissed me off a bit today, but then I realized that I just need to deal.
I went and "friended" her, and explained that I've looked at her page and I like some of the same stuff she likes and that I think that we have a bit in common.
We'll see if she friends me. They (who?? I don't know) say that you get involved with people who remind you of yourself...or at least that that can be your best relationship. I don't know why, but maybe she could be the friend that Paul used to be and we can just make fun of him cause he is a smelly boy.
=)
It could happen.
I'm a little afraid that she won't believe me though and instead think I am using her to get to him.
But I just realized that only I watch the soap operas, so there is no reason she should think that.
(edit! She did add me and I went and deleted the message to him. Fuck it, if he won't say anything, I'm not gonna leave my honesty out there. But it's made me feel better that she added me..and I'm not sure why. Beyond...well...NEW FRIENDS ARE AWESOME. I love getting new friends..cause that means I will have MORE friends. =)
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