Saying "I love you" has nothing to do with meaning it.
So, when my guy friend showed up at my house on Saturday, he was telling me that he saw an ex-thing of mine and he asked for my phone number. I hate this guy, but I told him to give it to him anyways, because I would like to see if he even calls.
He is so far out of the loop that when my friend was telling him that he was coming to my house, he was like...."who?" and then when my friend clued him in, he was like...."oh, her and him". Wow this no name thing is hard. Anyways, he was refering to my ex (the father of my child), who I haven't been with in about 5 years. Apparently, this is how people know me. Which kind of pisses me off. Why do I have to be "me and someone else"? Can people not remember me otherwise? Jeez. I am a nosy fat girl with a sarcastic sense humor, how can it be so easy to forget me?
Now this wouldn't be so bad, except I used to make out with this guy in his truck. He told me he had a crush on me, and I fell for it. I hardly knew he existed before that. All of the sudden, his friend liked me and his twin was hanging out with me and being nice to me. But he can forget me?
I finally got up the nerve to ask him out and he said "No" after two months of waiting for an answer. Apparently all he really wanted to do was make out with me. I consider myself lucky I never slept with him. He gave me some lame ass excuses too. Something about my being too young and unstable (because I was homeless). Why make out with me if I am too young? Because he is a sucky guy.
Come to think of it, I started going out with my son's dad after this failed relationship. We broke up, but took up again later. So, I think I will blame that relationship on this other guy. Yay! It isn't my fault anymore.
He is so far out of the loop that when my friend was telling him that he was coming to my house, he was like...."who?" and then when my friend clued him in, he was like...."oh, her and him". Wow this no name thing is hard. Anyways, he was refering to my ex (the father of my child), who I haven't been with in about 5 years. Apparently, this is how people know me. Which kind of pisses me off. Why do I have to be "me and someone else"? Can people not remember me otherwise? Jeez. I am a nosy fat girl with a sarcastic sense humor, how can it be so easy to forget me?
Now this wouldn't be so bad, except I used to make out with this guy in his truck. He told me he had a crush on me, and I fell for it. I hardly knew he existed before that. All of the sudden, his friend liked me and his twin was hanging out with me and being nice to me. But he can forget me?
I finally got up the nerve to ask him out and he said "No" after two months of waiting for an answer. Apparently all he really wanted to do was make out with me. I consider myself lucky I never slept with him. He gave me some lame ass excuses too. Something about my being too young and unstable (because I was homeless). Why make out with me if I am too young? Because he is a sucky guy.
Come to think of it, I started going out with my son's dad after this failed relationship. We broke up, but took up again later. So, I think I will blame that relationship on this other guy. Yay! It isn't my fault anymore.
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