Everyday (another Toby Lightman song)

Every day is a struggle
Between what I want to say and what I should keep to myself
And the words that manage to leave my lips
Don't hurt me, but they hurt everyone else
So I find myself in need of a part
I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
When the smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming
Doesn't repeat everything I've said
And all that remains me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day yeah

Every day is a battle
Between what I want to know and what I don't want to figure out
And everything in between
In these thoughts of mine that you know I can't live without
So I find myself in need of a part
I'm not sure why, but I think that it's because
Of this desire to be what others want me to be
Which is nothing close to me

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
When the smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming
Doesn't repeat everything I've said
All that remains is me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day yeah

But I'll see better when the smoke clears
When the smoke clears inside my head
And I can listen when the screaming
Doesn't repeat everything I've said
All that remains is me and who I am at the end of the day
And this happens every day, this happens every day
And this happens every day yeah

I love this song, man it makes me feel good to think someone feels like I do.

Comments

SWSNBN said…
Yes, I could let you borrow it. It is awesome. My mind screws with me when I lend stuff out. One of the things I have to deal with, oh well.
After I don't have a CD at my house, I start thinking about it and then I can't listen.
Anyways, yes, you can borrow it.
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