Just Eat It
So I resolved this problem finally. I was DAMN resolved not to pay these people back. I got it resolved. They decided we were being such a pain about it that they would just write it off.
You’d think I would be fucking ecstatic with how much time and effort this fucking took, but there isn’t any fucking recognition around here.
One a year, at my review, I hear about if I am doing good. Occasionally, someone takes the accountants out to lunch for this or that. I NEVER feel like I’ve earned those lunches, but I feel like I should get some joy from people about this. They are more than happy enough to jump in and get all pissed about it with me, but no one says, “Hey, good job.”
They aren’t even happy for me. My boss is just like, That’s nice, blah, blah, blah. I know, it’s my job and I should just be happy I don’t have to deal with them anymore. At least until the next time, but I want a fucking pat on the back, people!
Just some form of recognition that I did a DAMN good job this time. I crave positive reinforcement, like anyone else. Why is it so hard for people to recognize when we could use the reinforcement?
Even I have a hard time using it with my own son, so I shouldn’t bitch, but still. *pout*
And my stomach STILL hurts. It comes and goes, like a cramp. I don’t understand, people. Can they just remove my stomach so it won’t hurt anymore?
You’d think I would be fucking ecstatic with how much time and effort this fucking took, but there isn’t any fucking recognition around here.
One a year, at my review, I hear about if I am doing good. Occasionally, someone takes the accountants out to lunch for this or that. I NEVER feel like I’ve earned those lunches, but I feel like I should get some joy from people about this. They are more than happy enough to jump in and get all pissed about it with me, but no one says, “Hey, good job.”
They aren’t even happy for me. My boss is just like, That’s nice, blah, blah, blah. I know, it’s my job and I should just be happy I don’t have to deal with them anymore. At least until the next time, but I want a fucking pat on the back, people!
Just some form of recognition that I did a DAMN good job this time. I crave positive reinforcement, like anyone else. Why is it so hard for people to recognize when we could use the reinforcement?
Even I have a hard time using it with my own son, so I shouldn’t bitch, but still. *pout*
And my stomach STILL hurts. It comes and goes, like a cramp. I don’t understand, people. Can they just remove my stomach so it won’t hurt anymore?
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